The Beginning of a new life

I feel that I am beginning to start a new life with my children. I'm feeling a little nervous but ecstatic that I'm allowed to have this chance to move on with my children. They make me laugh, smile, angry, mope, tired, crazy and yet I can't live without them. I'm feeling lonely but am loving my life. I always wished that Tangi was still here to share this with me. That we could be able to spend our life together. I can't take his wedding rings off yet, it feels too good on my fingers hehe. Anyways, I've got to go now because I'm dropping my kids off at my Brothers place and then off to the temple.