Waiting and waiting

I cut my hair today, it was just a trim really but it's just past my shoulders now and I did it in layers. So it's pretty snazzy looking for my own cutting. And yes, it was all on my own. One side is slightly longer than the other side but thats sweet as. It'll make it easier to tidy up and do up and I might be bothered to even brush it a bit more often. Man, i swear, if i don't brush my hair at least twice a day, a few dreadlocks evolve. it's bionic my hair.

Now about that waiting part. Ok, i'm waiting for the YSA dance to start and also for my kids to go to sleep. Just so tat i can go. I'm tired and about to fall asleep but i actually want to go and socialise for a couple hours. But i'm waiting for the kids to go to sleep so that i can get ready and then jump in the car and take off. My mum is inside so she'll be able to keep an ear out for them if they wake up. But otherwise, the kids are pretty good sleepers.

Okay, now I have watched Michael Jackson's funeral several times as well as search out his 30th anniversary concert, all of his mini movies, moonwalker, thriller, ghost etc and i even watched his interviews with oprah and this other guy. And after all of that, I finally understood a bit better. I still don't think that it was appropriate to have other people's kids sleep in your room with you when you're an adult, but just listening to how he explained it. Was that he treated it like a normal sleepover with mates. Even though he was a grown adult, but he had become like a child. He even said in an interview that he didn't think he was god. he just tried to be godlike. to become like a little child, be innocent minded like a child. And that's what he adapted into his everyday life. So, I think I understand him just a little bit better, but I would've loved to have gotten to know him personally, he actually looked like a really fun guy to be around.

And yes I balled my eyes out when his daughter got up and said her piece. I think it would've made people realise that he was a father too.

So I'm still waiting. I can see that one child is nearly asleep and the other one is just lying htere quietly. I don't think he's near asleep yet but it doesn't matter. He's pretty good with putting himself to sleep. It's been really cold the last few nights. I've even let Pearl snuggle up to me just so that she can stay warm at night. Dupri actually have all our blankets on his bed just to keep his little body warm, and we have a 4 fin oil heater to heat this room. But it's still chily. Might have to pull out the other oil heater as well. I have them going all day and night and it's still really cold. I'm still trying to figure out what I'm going to wear tonight to the dance becuase i don't want to go and be freezing cold and not be able to move because i'm cold as. Anyways, I better get off and figure out my wardrobe, not that i care too much on how i look but it's more about the comfort and still being able to feel my toes at the end of the night. and hopefully my toes haven't fallen off from frostbite in the gloomy hamilton weather.